Friday, January 15, 2010

Existentialist's Perspecitve

I am alright now. I don't feel easily pissed off.
I don't have the urge to blow my head off in rage.
I can manage some of my symptoms,
and well, I am not that dependent on drugs...
it is difficult when i don't have money to by my medicines
so sometimes i have to get by without some of them...

but i know this cannot happen for a longer while
i am still UNSTABLE
yes, i understand
that is why they still keep me at a safe distance,
away from prying eyes
away from those who misunderstood me most of the time
and well, i have to stay put, at HOME.

well, i am glad i have a place to call my own.
a place where i can have my hiatus and where i can be.

ah! life is never a puzzle to solve but a tasty dish to savor!

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