been to a wake of a priest who took his life with his own hands.
i wonder why he did that...
had been life unbearable to him?
did God show his mercy to him before his last breath...
i wonder how it is to die before one learned how to live.
i never really understood suicide,
though i attempted it in my past life
sometimes when i feel so down.
i was just afraid of the pain,
the dishonor, the worries it
will cause my parents
and the grief of my loved ones.
life is precious,
but i do not condemn
what he did at all.
it has been his decision.
somehow he will pay for it
in eternity
or be saved
through God's infinite goodness
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