i guess i cannot help being pissed off at all
it was mama's fault...no,
maybe it was mine
i was really addicted to texting these days
maybe it is not helping me
being on medication and all that crap
i just wish she'd be more reasonable...
i'm already 26 and can handle men,
why on earth would she think that
i will do my past mistakes with my
past male textmates? duh!
but then Apple may be right,
it was after all mama's number i am using...
why won't they make me use celphone?
why can't i get a life???
ahh... may be i am just tired
anyway,
i am happy now, after visiting Sr. Jelind
and my nieces and having my toenails
painted bloody red...
Allie was extra sweet, both are more
"makulit" than usual, and i can't help
but stare at Allie's innocent eyes
i wonder if those innocence
can be held on in my memory forever...
I even asked Gwen if she'd allow
me to still give her a smack when she
is already a lady, she said YES
without second thoughts...
and come to think of it she also pampered
me today, wiped my sweat at the back and
put baby powder, i told her, maybe
i'm still a baby, she said NO, coz i am
a Tita... and i told her then it must be that
they are my babies and they said "Mama"
like i long for someone to call me that --
my own baby or can i say babies...
God help me.
how can i resist all those loving caresses
from my two lovable nieces, they are
my world, so is Jam2 my only nephew...
maybe I cannot exchange them for
all the diamonds in the world.
they are always my lucky charms!
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