things DO fall apart

just when i thought i can fix relationships already
my dra. said i cannot... i am just IMPULSIVE...
yes... and jei isn't helping at all. he said in his email
that i am using my illness against him and the rest of the CS
flock..ewww...nasaktan ako sa sinabi nya...

but anyway, i was hoping he would understand me.
he did not and maybe CANNOT...

i insulted him... he deserves it though... he is so much like
a piece of shit in my life NOW... i do not know how many days or months
before he realized he wanted me to be part of his life, still...

but i would NOT wait for that anymore, he has done lots of collateral damage
in my life already, starting when he allowed me to be the scapegoat of his mistake
HIS past mistake of doing an article against our organization, the CMSV... then, Nald
my ex who was the source of all evil, did his part too, he made sure he was able to
divert the issue to Fr. Ricky, whom he accused of sexually harrassing Marie...

maybe IT was true, but what was much real was that jei made sure that CMSV fall apart
it did, Nald succeeded in splitting CMSV to CM and CSV...

that is the history of CSV, and i don't know why jei is still part of it, and now the admin of the webpage... the shithead!