it has been some kindda
Christmas vacation here in Ombao
i am happy that dadi received me
in spite of my unstable condition
I am trying my best to recuperate
with prayers from St. Vincent Ferrer
the patron Saint here in Ombao, Bula.
Mama is in Makati tending to my
sister-from-hell who gave birth
just recently via Caesarian Section.
Mama was not supposed to take so long.
and I had my fits this morning
sending her messages over the phone
telling her i should've been there
if only that maldita allowed me
to go with Mama to Manila.
i would like to see my niece
who has lotsa hair already on her head and
chubby cheeks that i would love to pinch.
Moira Ysabelle, you are a blessing
i do not regret praying for you
to come into our world
even if your parents are ungrateful shitheads.
Just please understand that your
Tita is not insane... she is just a bit unwell.
and maybe when you grow up you would
take pity of me and take care of me if i
grow old and alone.
i hate to think that i would be alone when
Mama dies someday that is why I am planning
a seppuku after her death so as to have two
funerals in one occasion.
God Bless you my little "Rysa"... tell your
angel to watch over you as you go about this
complicated world of ours.
and p.s. don't listen to your Mom always
she is out of her mind more than me. love you niece!
