To Moira Ysabelle

Moira is still a puzzle to me

she still cries when I carry her,

but sometimes she is awed by my face

I don't know if baby finds me pretty *blush*

anyway... im happy I spent some time

with her here in Bicol

It's nice to be a god mother

to such a beautiful child like her.

I love you niece... ♥

Moira Ysabelle has come from heaven

it has been some kindda
Christmas vacation here in Ombao
i am happy that dadi received me
in spite of my unstable condition

I am trying my best to recuperate
with prayers from St. Vincent Ferrer
the patron Saint here in Ombao, Bula.

Mama is in Makati tending to my
sister-from-hell who gave birth
just recently via Caesarian Section.

Mama was not supposed to take so long.
and I had my fits this morning
sending her messages over the phone
telling her i should've been there
if only that maldita allowed me
to go with Mama to Manila.
i would like to see my niece
who has lotsa hair already on her head and
chubby cheeks that i would love to pinch.

Moira Ysabelle, you are a blessing
i do not regret praying for you
to come into our world
even if your parents are ungrateful shitheads.

Just please understand that your
Tita is not insane... she is just a bit unwell.
and maybe when you grow up you would
take pity of me and take care of me if i
grow old and alone.

i hate to think that i would be alone when
Mama dies someday that is why I am planning
a seppuku after her death so as to have two
funerals in one occasion.

God Bless you my little "Rysa"... tell your
angel to watch over you as you go about this
complicated world of ours.

and p.s. don't listen to your Mom always
she is out of her mind more than me. love you niece!

To Moira Ysabelle

it has been some kindda
Christmas vacation here in Ombao
i am happy that dadi received me
in spite of my unstable condition

I am trying my best to recuperate
with prayers from St. Vincent Ferrer
the patron Saint here in Ombao, Bula.

Mama is in Makati tending to my
sister-from-hell who gave birth
just recently via Caesarian Section.

Mama was not supposed to take so long.
and I had my fits this morning
sending her messages over the phone
telling her i should've been there
if only that maldita allowed me
to go with Mama to Manila.
i would like to see my niece
who has lotsa hair already on her head and
chubby cheeks that i would love to pinch.

Moira Ysabelle, you are a blessing
i do not regret praying for you
to come into our world
even if your parents are ungrateful shitheads.

Just please understand that your
Tita is not insane... she is just a bit unwell.
and maybe when you grow up you would
take pity of me and take care of me if i
grow old and alone.

i hate to think that i would be alone when
Mama dies someday that is why I am planning
a seppuku after her death so as to have two
funerals in one occasion.

God Bless you my little "Rysa"... tell your
angel to watch over you as you go about this
complicated world of ours.

and p.s. don't listen to your Mom always
she is out of her mind more than me. love you niece!

Heart to Heart

You know very well the desires of my heart, O Lord

You know that this emotion is unwelcome

and a hindrance to someone's vocation.

Teach me to divert all my energies to more

important things.

I feel very tired already

of waiting in vain for that Man who will

rescue me from my solitude.

But, I am not incomplete.

I am made whole by your love, Jesus...

Thank you because you know very well

what I need even before I ask.

Thank you for making me happy in simple

and seemingly minute things...

Thank you for letting me serve you as a Disc Jockey--

Thank you for helping me in my day to day

struggle to forego with my laziness and to imbibe a

spirit of volunteerism and service to the Church.

But you also know that I am love

as You are love Yourself...

I am made to love and I am sorry

that I am in love with the wrong man.

I promise I will not take him away from you

and will always pray for strength...

Guide my path. be my light.

Be my knight in shining armor. Amen.

Job Offer

Someone is interested in getting me to work for her
Thank God
Prayers answered. I needed a job where I can earn something.

Wish me Luck guys...

mwah ♥

Prayer for Apple

This prayer to the parents of St. Therese of the Child Jesus namely: Blessed Louis and Zelie Martin is dedicated to Apple Abilay for her complete healing and for all those who are suffering from breast tumors or cancer.

Let us Pray:

Dear Blessed Louis and Zelie Martin, parents of the powerful St. therese of Liseux, you once hoped to commit yourselves to the religious life. Yet, through your loving embrace of each other in holy marriage, you bore the daughters who each dedicated their lives in religious service to the Lord. Grant that we may be as generous to the Lord as you were, through your kind and faithful intercession. May we encourage, support and pray for religous and priestly vocations in our midst. May we yield wholeheartedly to the Lord when one among our children follows the religious life. May we pray for strength during the consequent adjustment of physical separation from them in this life, so that we may glorify the Lord even now, be reunited with them in the next and bask in God's perfect love for all eternity. AMEN.

PRAYER FOR THE CANONIZATION OF BL. LOUIS AND ZELIE MARTIN

God, our Father, we praise you for Louis and Zelie Martin, a truly faithful husband and wife, who lived their life and practice of Gospel teaching. In bringing up a large family, in spite of the trials, bereavements and suffering, they showed immense trust in you and obedience to your will. Lord, deign to manifets your will in their regard and grant me the favors I implore while praying that the father and mother of St. Therese of the Child Jesus be presented as models of family life today. AMEN.

Bl. Louis and Zelie Martin, Pray for us

If you have any information relevant to the canonization of Bl. Louis and Zelie Martin, Pls contact:

Office Central de Liseux

51 Rue du Carmel

14100 Lisieux, France

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He's Leaving ME

He's leaving

maybe that's what

guys are always good at:

leaving us behind

i hope for the short time

we spent together

i created a niche

in his heart...

i will surely miss him,

as i miss him even if i

do not see him even

just for a day

how much more now

that he will be gone

...maybe for good?

that leaves me

to square one...

ground zero...

let's evaluate the damage done

and let the Lord work

his miracles once more.

~for R. A.